I am well aware of the fact that you have not heard from me, here, in over two months. I have found every excuse to not sit down and write. I have too much going on, I have nothing to say, I hate writing, I’m not a good writer… I now have a name to this inner mind chatter, it is, Resistance. I am facing it.
Resistance, my “lizard brain” found a way to keep me safe, “if I don’t write at all, no one can criticize” My own little insecurities, rising up for me to observe, again. Like cleaning the house, you have to do it again and again and again…I, too, am still working through layers, just like everybody else. I use many tools; however the bottom line is things are always changing, things are always coming up. If we intend to live creatively and at peace, we need to part the clouds to find our “Self”.We need to turn off our auto pilot and examine our faulty belief systems, observe our behaviors, make changes, take action, course correct Breathe some life into our Life…move past our “edge”.
I want to flow with life not against it; so, I made a move, sat down and. I did what my dear friend, Tema, told me to do, “Show up, say yes, and Trust”
“Energy cannot be created or destroyed; it can only be changed from one form to another”.